Felt Relieve from Quitting Nursing For Good

I have been in the nursing program for almost a year. Six days ago, I withdrew from all my courses. The next day, I immediately tried to get back into the program but despite my good grades and attendance I was denied re-enrollment. I was unhappy with nursing but I don’t know if I made the right choice. I risk making F’s on my transcript because I dropped out after the date to receive a “w.” I also have to pay money to the school. Ironically, none of that bothers me so much though. I am slightly relieved since I wasn’t ever excited to attend clinicals/classes. But I don’t know what to change my major to, I lost all my scholarships and I haven’t told any of my family.

I hope I made the right decision because there’s nothing I can do now. Nursing is such a big responsibility and nurses have to be competent in all aspects of their jobs. They are dealing with people’s lives and that freaked me out. On top of that, nursing wasn’t what I expected it to be at all. And, reading this site slightly helped me make my decision. I honestly am kinda relieved-MAYBE ALL THIS IS A SIGN. Everything happens for a reason I guess.