I Don’t know why I chose Nursing

I am in my first semester or RN school and I honestly couldn’t give a good reason of why I am even thinking about nursing! I feel depressed all the time, when I sit and think about it I just want to cry! But on the other hand I feel so guilty because my parents are paying for my education…and I just don’t know what to do! I mean so far i have done well on the tests and the math portions..and I am also a CNA but I just can’t see myself as an RN for the rest of my career. And I know I don’t want to be a CNA(crap job) either. I feel so damned confused about what I want to do…I get so deepressed because I feel like I am supposed to know by now. All I knwo is that I want to be a sucessful woman and most likely work in a buisness. I am so glad that I am not alone in the way I feel! Thanks!

-Confused in TN-